A Cat Brought Me Back Here...

Reblog

Hand "un-bandage". Physiotherapy starting.

Things happened, story continued, breath taken, dream ended. Life still going on no matter I still bloging or not. Truth is I can start typing with both hand since 2 weeks ago, altough it last not long (need some rest after 2 or 3 hours) but I didn't blog anything. Busy is my main excuse, lazy should be the second. There isn't anything which strong enough for me to revisit this website and type the thing floating in my mind. Somehow... a cat bring me back to here...

A cat or A feeling pull me back

One hour before, I went out shop to buy something which able to keep myself awake for the night of assignments. Right I reached my doorstep, a cat, a grey color with black stripe cat running to my way and shock me (a little...).

'Arghh, just another bugger who wants food'.
I opened my door, put the cat behind and close the door.
'ermm...will it still around?' .
Opened my door and it just staring at me.
'arghh....'
Closed again. ... ... . Open.
'Gone?'... ... 'Arghhh, hiding behind the wall? you're clever and let see how long you will last here'
Closed the door, locked it, walked back to my room. I put down my potato chips and place my Ice Tea to the fridge.
'Will it...'
Walked to the door, unlock it slowly and quietly (seem useless since the noise is too loud for an animal) and...
'Ya ya! You're most patient cat I ever see, but you still get nothing...may be some food...hmmm, i don't have food for a cat now, forget it Kuan.'
Closed. I believed that I made up my mind. I grab a "penyapu" and swept my room's floor, it's full with hairssss. Then I random picked an underwear and pant, 'Time for a bath'.
...
5 minutes bath
'Adopt it? Nah...this house isn't mine'
5 minutes bath
'Give some food? May be my ping pong biscult i guess...'
5 minutes bath
...
'If you still waiting behind the door, I'll will give you some food, lure you to a far place and don't come back.
Open the door.
'Okay, you win'
Walk back my room and searched my "food division" for something to feed a pity buggy cat. 'Ah!'. Then I walk out with one pack of peanut (small pack one, around 20 pieces inside). I walked out the door and it start moving around me and meaowing for food. I drop the peanut piece by piece to the floor and keep walking forward.
'Ya ya...follow me'
I "bring" it all the way down the lower ground, drop all the penuts there and turn back to my room while it was eating the peanut.
'hmmm...will it come back, it seem I didn't drive it far enough'

... ...After awhile I didn't care about it and concerntrated with my assignment but the feeling of "it-still-out-there" keep bugging me to check it out.
'If it back here, I will drive it even further, pick it up and throw away is necessary'
'(strange that I hope it will be there...)'
Open the door (againnnn)
'Ah ha.. two packs and don't come back again.'
Get another 2 packs and walk out again.
'This cat really that hungry? Why some many doors but chose my door?'
I walk much further this time, walk pass by my car park.
'why you walk faster than me, dont block my way else I accidently step on your tail.'
Walk pass the corner
'hmm? why it is not eating my nuts?'
Walk pass the guard house
'... it's not eating, don't tell me it expect to enter my house and become my pets ahh.'
Keep walking but stop droping any nuts
'may be I bring it to the mamak there, so many people there and it will get lost and confused'
Just pass the small round about, the cat still following my back.

Right there, an unexpected incident happen. 3 Malay guys who just pass me by talked something and one of them grab up the cat. It's seem is a good chance for me to let it get away from me. I keep walking forward.
'Well, may be just some guy who love to play with cat or eat cat, either way, it's not my business now, I just let go my trouble'
Before the entrance to the small path, I throw my packs of peanut to a dustbin
'If the cat is some wild cat (no host or abandoned), why it sticking to my door just now?'
Keep walking
'Is that guy the cat's host? It's rare to see people just simply grab up a cat'
Reached the lower ground where first time I left the cat behind. Then I heard some talking sound. Some people is walking back home. Feeling tell me that are the 3 Malay guys. I walked up the stair and observe them. The cat is with them, one guy holding it on his hand.
'it's their cat? or they just decided to adopt it?'

Til then, I decided to blog. This seem unreasonable, or the whole incident is just normal and not interesting at all. But for me, it spice up a lot of different thinking, it put me into some weird but natural thinking for that hour. The story between me and the cat is so short but in that moment I just thinking about it ( I mean, how to treat it, feed what, adopt it or not, is it male or female, is it belong to someone...).

Fate or coincident, I brought it back to it's host. What if I take another path, what if I decided to adopt it, what if I never care about it, what if I open the door one minute before or after. Still the timing is suit enough for me, the cat, and the cat's host to create this incident. Fate is not the force to drive me reblog, but is the natural mind with an animal. It's so simple, it's speechless, it's positive, it's natural. Should it be just oppose the feeling that I felt towards human recently. Should it be something just remind me that, life is simple and easy.

I hope everyone enjoy my reblog :) Ya, i'm back.